Stupid people fucking annoy me!

I have a general hatred for people who are just plain stupid...not always intellectually but mainly about life...Maybe i just don't understand how people allow themselves to act in certain ways...One thing that has really been peeving me lately is Double standards...men and women alike who aren't even mildly attractive having standards that are unrealistic as well as unachievable....there was this guy on the Tyra show recently who must have weighed 400lbs though he claimed to be only 280 ...he stated that he would never be with someone who is over a size 6 or 8...but he expects someone not to hold him to those same standards. I have guys who are my "type" but I'm not exclusive to that...i don't count people out just because they don't fit this perfect mold that quite honestly most people create out of their own insecurities...I just wish people would chill the fuck out and not worry so much about what people will think...honestly who fucking cares!

have you ever?

Have you ever done something that in theory is like the best idea ever and your totally stoked to do it and then you do it and regret it immediately?....not gonna go into specifice but did that sat. night and it wasnt the best idea..cause it might really ruin something for me./

This bitch got her 80lb award today!

Yay...im so stoked lost 3.6 bringing me to 83.2 lbs lost...i can taste that 100 mark

BAck From the DEad

I just had my ass royally kicked by the stomach flu!

another one bites the dust

so second date...complete failure...he kissed me and i knew i wasnt feelin him....i give it a two date minimum..i know in that time period for sure or not if it can go anywhere nearly romantic....and i knew it was no...he put his hands on my back and i cringed....not a good thing...alas here i go again on my own!

so this girl has a date today

Ok so i spent the majority of last week in girloy consoling my cousin who was broken up with by her bf of 4 year over the phone!!!...its the equvilant of a post it..you ladies know whatim tlaking about..well anywho while i was there i got a call from the long lost Dominic who i have known for well over a year and he asked me out...i finally said yes and well it was great...he gives me flutters which i havent had in long ass time....and now when i think about him kissignme i get butterflies...uggh sometimes i hate being a girl..anyways we have a notehr date this afternoon...a day at the beach!...wish me luck!

Bless the summer and my Melonin! (sp

This 4th was really good, bbq and swimming..we were going to go se fireworks from the golden gate but ended up staying home watching movies all night...i did however get a gorgeous tan...not much going on now...next big thing is Pismo beach for labor day!

How old are we?

There were some topics on the WW boards today that displeased some people..people i am assuming are over the age of 13 ...I love these threads..they are awesome, and fun and most of the time funny! Why are some people so put off by it? whats so wrong with a healthy sexual imagination...Maybe i was raised differently..we were always allowed to freely talk about sex and if we had any questions they were answered openly and honestly..I guess i got lucky in that sense. I dont want to be mean and say some people are prudes but honestly if the topic is adult then do not read it...save yourself the disgust you feel!

Im Baacckk

I know , I know!! I havent written much lately....Well first thig..I hit my 75 lbs mark last week 76.8 to be exact and it feels great..though i must admit i have been lagging in diligence this week!

As far as why i havent been writing..i have been LIVIN` Been out and about with the besties and enjoying the summer with some much needed swimming and tanning...a girls gotta get brown yall`! I wish it was more exciting...i wish i couldtell you that i was swept off my feet my a gorgeous peony toting irishman but alas no. The picture above was taken last weekend...The glasses belonged to My aunt who passed away in january..they are a legacy and something i treasure more than most things.....The 4th is in two days..which i am excited for..BBQ with the girls and fireworks on the golden gate bridge...yay...have a good one
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