BAD BLOGGER Tsk Tsk Tsk

I havent written in over a month...well over a month..well first and foremost I am at 117.8 lbs gone!! awesome yes....Other than that I have been submereged in Twilight Saganess...I have read each book 4 times and i never get enough...Lame I know! Anywho other than that I have been working my tail off.. and trying to get shit together..Today is christmas...bah humbug!!! Im just not into it this year for some reason. But I have gotten some really great gifts and Im beyond appriciative for them. Im heading over to the besties house this afternoon so I can give her her gift...shes a twilighter as well so her whole gift is based on it! well i hope you all have a good day and a Happy new year cause i Know my lame ass wont be writing until after the new year

i know right...

Its been just over a month since my last post...i know..far too long..and seriously not much has happened..oh wait thats right in that time I hit my 100 lbs lost mark and am now at 105 lost in 11 months which is awesome to say the least. I am in the midst of a flirtationship..not bf/gf but we are having fun to say the least..only prob is he is living in san diego and for those who dont know that is about 700 miles from me. we do have a good time if you catch my drift!..lol..Im looking forward to the Holidays as they are my favorite time of year...i love the smells and the decorations and the fun of everyone being together. Im def. more of a giver than a taker..sometimes to a fault. I would much rather spend the money on someone i love than on myself..this year me and my besties are doing this thing where we picked names and we have to do our interpritation of one another on canvas...im lagging but i already know what im gonna do. i got my best friend natalie's name and i know her well enough to do this. As most know i am an outspoken democrat so needless to say i was beyond stoked over the election of Barack Obama...these are exciting times. mucho amor to al my peoples..ill be updating more often now i promise!

YOU blew my mind this time boys &ILL BE LOVIN YOU 4-EVA~~

I WENT TO SEE MY BELOVED NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK LAST NIGHT...AMAZING...MY #1 ALLTIME FAV SHOW...AND I GO TO ALOT OF SHOWS!! I WAS LIKE A 10 YR OLD GIRL ALL OCER AGAIN AND I WOULDNT TRADE LAST NIGHT FOR ANYTHING..UNLESS OF COURSE IT WAS A NIGHT HANGING OUT WITH MY BOYS!

OK so I didnt get it

I hit 99 lbs gone this week...i wanted my 100 but alas it still beckons me... I will get it next week especially because im picking up 2 extra yoga and zumba classes this week!

My everything...My anything

I'm am a complete and total Audiophile..I admit that. I love music, we have a relationship music and I, its not love/hate, its love/love/love. Saturday night I went to see Nick and Norah's Infinite playlist and I must say that no movie has ever been to the root of me like this. The bands were some of my favorites so I found myself singing along with a knowing admiration that can only be described as adoration. If you love music see this movie..but if you love Indie music...live this movie!!

If we should meet again way on down the road..do me this one favor and pretend we never knew

That you were part of me cause you're gone...96.4 to be exact! lost 3lbs this week and i feel great...3.6 to the 100 lb mark!!!!

We are Family.hey hey hey hey hey!!

So this past weekend My parents and I headed down to ventura for My grandma's 70th birthday party. It was a blast but even more exciting was My dad meeting his brother for the first time!..p.s I couldnt have a cooler uncle, aunt and cousins!. It was funny to see how much alike they are even in manurisns..so im hitching up a picture so you can see for yourself

93.4 lbs gone picture!!

Vacation all i ever wanted!

Im home..have been for 4 days..Had a blast but am glad to be back..Its starting to feel like fall around here...I can smell it in the air and to say that im happy would be an understatment...I love fall...the cooler weather..the tight jeans knee high boots and sweaters...makeup not melting off...Fall love...Yay

I am a hardcore believer in the idea that If you do not Try to make a difference, you should not cry when things stay the same, If you are not willing to listen, you should not be hurt when no one hears your cries.If you do not vote, you should not complain. At this point we cannot afford not to vote...Democrat, Republican, Independant, Green, Just do it. You were lucky enough to be born in a country where this is possible...You have the ability to HONESTLY ellect someone...To have your voice heard..To speak your mind..By Voting (for whoever you choose) your saying that you not only care about what happens to this country, but that you have a say in what happens to it!

stuff

This week was ok..lost 0.4 lbs...total of 86.8...i want that 90 this week..i really do...But who knows..im doing my best to stay op and it seems to be going well...I got in some unintended exercise 2 nigths in a row...i scrubbed floors on my hands and knees for 2 hrs friday night...and for at least 45 yesterday..i was sweating like a whore in church...it felt good but i could have done more. Next monday the 1st i leave for a week long vacation.. we rented a beach house in Pismo nad im really excited...im happy that we did this because i can control what im eating..we wont be eating out every day but for teh days we do we pre chose eateries in teh area and i parused menus to see what i can have and not have..all in all a well planned vaca!

What Hurts The Most

Is watching someone you love self destruct and there is not a damn thing you can do about it...When no matter what you do or say it cant stop the momentum of chaos in someones life. You have to sit by and watch it happen and hope that they make it through...Im learning for teh first time that i cannot fix everything and more importantly that it is not my job to. Dont get me wrong I want more than anything to make it all go away for her and make it better but its at the point where only she can do it..My only hope is that its not too late!

are you fucking kidding me?!?!

I weighed in thursday and its taken me this long to post because its taken me this long to come to terms with the fact that i gained 4.6 lbs.....4.6...im under theassumption that its water weight due to my impending TOM...but seriously nothing is a blow to the spirit like a gain!

This vacation cant get here soon enough

I cant wait till this month is over so I can enjoy y trip to pismo beach...i need to get away from everything and everyone so i can breath

Stupid people fucking annoy me!

I have a general hatred for people who are just plain stupid...not always intellectually but mainly about life...Maybe i just don't understand how people allow themselves to act in certain ways...One thing that has really been peeving me lately is Double standards...men and women alike who aren't even mildly attractive having standards that are unrealistic as well as unachievable....there was this guy on the Tyra show recently who must have weighed 400lbs though he claimed to be only 280 ...he stated that he would never be with someone who is over a size 6 or 8...but he expects someone not to hold him to those same standards. I have guys who are my "type" but I'm not exclusive to that...i don't count people out just because they don't fit this perfect mold that quite honestly most people create out of their own insecurities...I just wish people would chill the fuck out and not worry so much about what people will think...honestly who fucking cares!

have you ever?

Have you ever done something that in theory is like the best idea ever and your totally stoked to do it and then you do it and regret it immediately?....not gonna go into specifice but did that sat. night and it wasnt the best idea..cause it might really ruin something for me./

This bitch got her 80lb award today!

Yay...im so stoked lost 3.6 bringing me to 83.2 lbs lost...i can taste that 100 mark

BAck From the DEad

I just had my ass royally kicked by the stomach flu!

another one bites the dust

so second date...complete failure...he kissed me and i knew i wasnt feelin him....i give it a two date minimum..i know in that time period for sure or not if it can go anywhere nearly romantic....and i knew it was no...he put his hands on my back and i cringed....not a good thing...alas here i go again on my own!

so this girl has a date today

Ok so i spent the majority of last week in girloy consoling my cousin who was broken up with by her bf of 4 year over the phone!!!...its the equvilant of a post it..you ladies know whatim tlaking about..well anywho while i was there i got a call from the long lost Dominic who i have known for well over a year and he asked me out...i finally said yes and well it was great...he gives me flutters which i havent had in long ass time....and now when i think about him kissignme i get butterflies...uggh sometimes i hate being a girl..anyways we have a notehr date this afternoon...a day at the beach!...wish me luck!

Bless the summer and my Melonin! (sp

This 4th was really good, bbq and swimming..we were going to go se fireworks from the golden gate but ended up staying home watching movies all night...i did however get a gorgeous tan...not much going on now...next big thing is Pismo beach for labor day!

How old are we?

There were some topics on the WW boards today that displeased some people..people i am assuming are over the age of 13 ...I love these threads..they are awesome, and fun and most of the time funny! Why are some people so put off by it? whats so wrong with a healthy sexual imagination...Maybe i was raised differently..we were always allowed to freely talk about sex and if we had any questions they were answered openly and honestly..I guess i got lucky in that sense. I dont want to be mean and say some people are prudes but honestly if the topic is adult then do not read it...save yourself the disgust you feel!

Im Baacckk

I know , I know!! I havent written much lately....Well first thig..I hit my 75 lbs mark last week 76.8 to be exact and it feels great..though i must admit i have been lagging in diligence this week!

As far as why i havent been writing..i have been LIVIN` Been out and about with the besties and enjoying the summer with some much needed swimming and tanning...a girls gotta get brown yall`! I wish it was more exciting...i wish i couldtell you that i was swept off my feet my a gorgeous peony toting irishman but alas no. The picture above was taken last weekend...The glasses belonged to My aunt who passed away in january..they are a legacy and something i treasure more than most things.....The 4th is in two days..which i am excited for..BBQ with the girls and fireworks on the golden gate bridge...yay...have a good one
!

The key to my heart

Im not typical in any sense of the word...i dont like what every other girl likes...guys dont get that..they mean well but they dont get me...I like funky music and i like offbeat movies... The key to my heart lies is flowers....I dont like red roses...i think they are cliche and cheesey and not at all original or meaningful..they are easy..I have stated many a time before that i will know thatim supposed to be with someone if they bring me Peonies...white and pink peonies....they are the key to my heart....they are hard to get like me....they are not typical like me and they are beautiful in their own way like me...

Confession

I grew up catholic. I went to catacism..was comunionized..confirmed ..all the hoopla..i went to confession as a kid...alli could ever say was that i fought with my brother and didnt clean my room..i never had the guts to say "i dont believe any of this"..im following in carlos' footsteps and confessing the mess that was my eating this weekend and up until last night....my nice turned 1 saturday and the party was at our house..like all parties our family has..the menu was Hawaiian food..bbq chicken thighs and katsu chicken..i did ok with it but my aunts pink lemonade cupcakes killed me..i ate 2 ..sunday i ate more hawaiian leftovers..same on monday ..finally i had to toss it all away to save myself..i also tossed allll of the cupcakes and orgasmic bread...i even slathered it all in dish soap as to discourage myself from one last bite.....why do we do this when we know it isnt healthy for us!?...im gonna gain this week...im ok with that because thursday starts a new week!

Before..and now

so many people have asked me to post my starting picture and where i am now

so here oges..the first pic was taken in september 07...3 months beofre starting ww and teh second was taken this past friday at my cousin jessicas nursing graduation...9 months apart...i dont really see any difference..maybe thats just me..i mean it is 71 lbs different

tHE BEAUTY OF JUNE

When June rolls around each year i am busy every weekend...either graduations or concerts or parties...this past weekend was MAGIC....me and the besties went to BFD ..a music festival put on my a local radio station....we had a blast and a half...we saw bands we love and dj's we adore including the ever popular DJ AM...who was amazing...and we got to see SANTOGOLD who bythe way loved us because we knew all the words and most everyone didnt

but to give you a glimpse into our craziness im gonna post another weekend review

This weekend:
- I made you guys go to BFD at noon “I know I'm the devil”
- jess not knowing how to use the sink!
- People Watching outside of the bathroom
- Pondering how some couples get together “all day every day”
- The creepy jewelry guy hitting on jess
- Our running tally…”Five count em five”
- We shook Hands with Senor Death Grip
- We lost you…. And we of course found each other at the bar!
- “have you read of mice and men…”yea”…well men of mice is the sequel…”really?” “
- You telling us whole heartedly “I lick balls…only if their shaved though”
- Yard long Margaritas
- My face when the guy from Atreyu took his shirt off!
- You wanting to shank “shamu” guy in the neck
- You and Natalie doing the Irish jig to Flogging Molly
- Dancing in the pit to the Cure!
- All three of us danced with an Irish guy with a FRO! While my future husband Steve Aoki played the fucking sickest set ever!!
- Kissy face photo shoot
- We seriously danced harder than ever…and we are paying for it now
- THAT FUCKING BAG!!!!
- LINDSEY LOHAN
- Fighting our way to the front for DJ.AM and giving him all we had on that dance floor
- Gunz blazin when AM played paper planes
- SANTOGOLD!!!!!...she so loved us!
- I pulled some biatches hair and Jessica almost whooped her ass…we got ya back babe!
- Brooklyn style with a nor-cal tattoo…NUFF SAID!!
- Some guy grabbed ya booty
- BONER JAMZ 08’
- Sunburn
-We got separated…I biffed it. Got accosted by a chick on E. who was trying to steal your phone…and found each other to my great relief!
- 7.00 hot dogs, 13.00 margaritas, 9.00 shots…..Spending the day at BFD with the besties PRICELESS!!!

Oh what a weekend it was

First and Foremost....SATC was one of teh best movies ev-er!! loved it and loved the experience of seeing it with my girls!...I guess this weekend would best be described the way it was said to me in a comment from my besties on my myspace page

"THIS WEEKEND: - Debbie “downer” reminded us of the consequences of driving while texting!- We saw Sex and the City – the fun-est movie I’ve ever been to! - Illegally smuggled cosmos into the movie theater! - We were the only ones laughing at a uncircumcised dick and the word mazel tov- Some bitch tried to get hyphy with me in the “family lounge” - Being harassed by some hoodlum in front of Cheesecake Factory! - Sat down in a circle in serious discussion. i.e. “you can’t make no fur coat out of no spider!” - I freaked out about Phoebe - You laughing like Pat from SNL! - Watching taxi cab confessions and saw a Muppet version of Jeremy! - Grabbing some breakfast in our PJ’s, and later found out Jessica was jealous I had more hash browns then her. - Getting hot listening to Jessica stories while reading Hungry Girl! - To end the perfect weekend watching Ghost World. “This is so bad it's gone past good and back to bad again.” I LOVE US!!!!! "

Well guess what girl I LOVE US TOO!

tonight is the night

SEX AND THE CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WI

so today was the last day in my first membership book...I lost 1.8...bringning me to 71lbs lost in 26 weeks....OMG

WI tomarrow

Looking forward to tomarrow's meeting..WI im actually looking forward to it whatever teh results are..i know i didnt have a totally OP week and thats ok...even if i stay the same i will be ok....i would love love love tolose 0.8 so i can hit my 70lb mark but if itsnot in the cards its not...loser vibes to all weighing in today and tomarrow!

Self Sabotage

I have lost 69.2lbs i know i can do this....Why am i making it hard this week....am i getting cocky or am i scared that i will reach my goal??!...eating shit i shouldnt and normally wouldnt...god i hate this!!!

Aerobic Striptease

So about 3 months ago I started doing the Carmen Electra Strip Aerobics...FANTASMIC!!
You concentrate so hard on the moves that you dont even realize your working out but by the time your done your sweatin somethin major...Im starting to notice a big difference..my waist is goin in and my hips are curving nicely...and i fell so much more comfortable with my body and how its changing. And it must be said that when im at goal i may have a new future on my hands lol jk jk....I really recomend it to all women who want to work out and feel sexy at the same time...and i recomend it to all you bf's, and husbands who want a little spice from your ladies!! There is 6 or 7 dvds in all and right now im on Fit to strip which is a little higher impact than aerobic striptease.....All i can say is Watch out MR. STARBUCKS!!

Sex and The City

As i sit here watching Season 5 on my cousins laptop..I wonder what My life as a single girl would be like without this show.....would i have learned many of the valuable lessons about men that I have learned over the years...I am well aware that apart from Gay men and men who just watch it to see sex that for the most part men hate the show..Because its true!.. I would have never learned the "hes just not that into you" philosophy which has saved me many a sleepless night and many a drunken call. Most of us have our "big" and our "Aidan" and some of us even have our "burger". I don't know if i would have made it through some of my toughest break ups without this show...I'm sure alot of people wont understand..but i know 3 ladies who definitely will...My Carrie (Natalie), My Samantha (Jessica), And my Miranda (Sarah)..of course that leaves me to be Charlotte..eternally optimistic and always seeing the good in situation and always the hopeless romantic. What men don't like about this show is the fact that it has given single women the opportunity to date and act like men do all the time..It has given women a voice about sex, and relationships, and fucked up situations...Being Single at 26 is ok....I don't have to be married, and i don't have to be tied down or want kids(not saying i don't want those things..just saying i don't need them)...My life is mine and i would like to think That this show had some little part in making me see things differently.

IF your not from here

I live in san jose, ca. Santa cruz county is about 20 mins away and it on fire....the smoke has made its way up here and its thick...barely breathable..you would think the neighbors house is on fire......eery...sad...was is done or is it naural?

In dire need of some work

Im a makeup artist but im freelance!! I need work cause im broke...well im not really trippen cause as long as i have my 39.95 in my account for my monthly pass...but anywho if anyone needs their makeup done for an event let me know...im cheap!..not in that way..okay maybe!! lol jk

todays wi

lost 0.8 so im uber happy and im still cruchin on the starbucks guy

Tomarrow is judgement day

So i WI at 9 am tomarrow and im nervous...i really feel like im gonna gain this week...and if i do i will pick myself up and get back on track...There are stumbling blocks on my way but i will not fail i will prevail

Nervous about thursday mornings WI

I feel like i might gain this week...i stayed withing points but made aweful choices and it scares me...i know im not perfect but i am a perfectionist and i dotn want to go back only forward...i can deal with staying the same and losing would be amazing but i dont wanna gain

I was a CHOW MEINIAC!!

ITS ALL I ATE FOR 2 DAYS AND LAST NIGHT I FINALLY HAD TO THROW IT AWAY TO STAY AWAY..I KNOW ITS ONLY 4PTS FOR 1 CUP BUT STILL...IM SUPPOSED TO BREAK BAD HABITS AND I FELT LIKE IWAS STARTING TO SPIRAL!!...IN ALL REALITY I DONT EVEN LIKE THE STUFF THAT MUCH TO ME IT FEELS GREEZY..YES GREEZY...BUT I DUNNO IT WAS THERE AND SO WAS I.....SOMETIMES YOU THINK YOU HAVE COME SO FAR IN BEATING YOUR DEMONS AND WHEN YOU HIT A STUMBLING BLOSK IT BECOMES VERY CLEAR AS TO HOW FAR YOU HAVE TO GO.

dont gotta worry your locked in tight

ok so i told yall last week about the 2 crushes i have coming to my moms partay....Well one showed and For the first time in 4 years i didnt feel anything otehr than "aww he really is one of my best friends"..and to be honest it felt good not to be hung up on him anymore and the other one is clueless and doesnt deserve my time..i got my eyes on the startbucks red head....ill write more about him on thursday!!

Got my mind made up

Sometimes people say hurtful things and either apologize or dont and sometimes people say them wehn their drunk and for them that means a get out of jail free card..NOT THIS TIME...what you said hurt my feelings...yes...you cant take it back..but even more than that what your doing is breaking my heart.

It went well

So my moms party went off without a hitch ...we had a good group not too huge after all. I got some really lovely compliments on my hostessing skills and as suprising as it was i got some great reactions to my weight loss so far..people who havent seen me in some timewere quite suprised over how i have changed so far. I got a little tipsy which usually sint my style but i said what the heck...i did well and stayed within my point which was good ....im excited for the weeks ahead with so much going on!

TODAYS WI AND NSV

Another 5.8 this week...feels amazing and the hot red head guy at stabucks was totally flirting with me today

almost 10 pm

Sitting here looking like a homeless girl..pondering why im still single....I whole heartily believe that i choose to be by myself....I have seen so many fucked up relationships and in all honesty i tend to sabotage mine....i always find something wrong and blow it way out of proportion...I have dumped guys for the dumbest shit... I have been through the ringer with guys and i guess now i am doing the old "get them before they get you" thing and its dumb. I want someone, i need physicality and the whole booty call/ friends with benefits thing isnt working for me anymore..im sick of liking unavailable men and Im sick of going to bed alone every night...i miss the closeness of having someone and the sex but most of all i miss the butterflies. Le Sigh

Starbuckies

So i was part of a poll last week talking about the craziest place you have "done it" and I laughed my ass of because it reminded me of my Starbucks incident. I was at Starbucks enjoying my latte and in walks my ex and the girl he cheated on me with and was then dating....He saw me..gave me a hug.. introduced me and i went on my way...sitting there i was boiling thinking about what a fucking twat this girl was..she knowingly took him from me..she had no problem fucking him while i was with him..So while she was ordering i motioned him over to the bathroom and well use your imagination..all while she waited for her caramel frap! It was a mix of emotions...good because i was getting revenge and giving her a taste of her own medicine and bad because i knew that an eye for an eye is no way to live....but at the end of the day i wouldn't change a thing....or the Smile on his face...She still has no idea what happened in that bathroom.....he still calls me to this very day

Tired and worried about tomarrows WI

Having a long day..went and ordered the food and got almost everyhting i need for saturdays big fiesta...only a couple things left to get...WI is tomarrow morning...the way this week has gone woth food i am praying i just stay the same...i didnt go crazy but i ate shit i shouldnt have..a loss would be phenominal and much appriciated but if i just stay the smae this week i will be happy and confident fro my moms party...most of the people coming havent seen me since i have lost the 62.2 lbs and im excited to see their reactions. Any loser vibes yall can muster ..send em my way!

Weekly Music Recomendation

I have decided that each week im gonna drop some knowledge on you...I will give my weekly music recomendation

This week: Santogold...awesome My 4 faves are: L.E.S Artistes, Shove it, Creator (which some of you will recognize from the beer comercial), and Lights out
The entire album if Magic!

Stressin

Ok so this saturday is the big day...ive been planning fro months and now its just about here...My moms 50th bash! i have so much left to do...still have to order the food, pick up all the cutlery and plates and drinks andstuff.....uggghhh its alot to do in a short amount of time..Le sigh

The ridiculousness that is the Miley Cyrus "controversy"

OK so there is this big controversy about the vanity fair photo spread of miley cyrus..people are saying its lude, and it makes her a bad influence..Lets get real people...if your kids are the age to be watching hannah montanna, then they shouldnt be looking at vanity fair in the first place....The girl looks gorgeous...covered with the exception of her back (i didnt know backs were sexual and lude..did you?), and with barely any makeup on.....I hate when people blame "the media" for the fact that their 12 yr old daughters wear booty shorts and tube tops....Dont blame Miley cyrus for your bad parenting skills!!
and while im here.. I find it disgusting that people are bashing a beautiful 15 yr old for taking artful and tasteful pictures for a world renound magazine, by arguably the greatest photographer of our time (annie lebovitz..(sp?) ), yet people are excepting and even glamorizing the fact that Jamie Lynn spears is 16 and PREGNANT.......What world are we living in?

the pitfalls of food and family

I went into todays festivities with the idea that i would stay within my points ...i did for the most part and im sure i over calculated to be safe but i know i overindulged for me...uggghhh im kinda mad at myself...i only used five weeklies but yeah....Le sigh

Mother's Day

Today is Mother's day...I have an amazing mom..she's borderline crazy but nonetheless AMAZING...To put her into words is really a feat unto itself..I'm told that Growing up we really had no money...my dad had worked for Lockheed martin but was laid off and my mom was the sole bread winner for over a year. We had no idea times were rough..every birthday and Christmas was full off all we could have wanted and more . I was aware that we weren't as wealthy as the kids I went to school, but I was able to wear what they were wearing and have the shoes and toys they had. Only now as an adult am I realizing how hard my mom worked to keep us afloat and dont know if i will ever trulyn be able to thank her enough. My mum is my bestfriend..i tell her everything..I dont know how many women are as lucky as i am.

Being an Atheist or Agnostic


watch
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it changed my life

Uggghhhhh people annoy the shit out of me

Why cant people respect my wishes...its simple, if i say dont do that...DONT DO THAT!!...what part of dont do people not understand!?!?!?!?!?!

Lovin this song right now

Tu es Beau: by Yelle

Veux tu vraiment une reponseje ne sais pas sur quel tonje

dois te dire que t'es chouxmais pas mon style de garconet

pourtant mince je savaisque quand tu m'as accosteje

n'allais pas satisfaireton envie de me baisertu es beau

mais qu'est ce que t'es laidton sourire faux se lit sur tes levresje vois bien que tu es mal a l'aisetu n'es pas sur de ta position mal assis

sur ta chaisea tour de role tu tentes chaque techniquel'humour, l'autoderision, comme c'est mignon tu n'ai pas convaincu mais tu veux tellement

ma plastiqueje ne sais pas quoi te dire sinon que tu n'es pas fantastiquetu es beau mais qu'est ce que t'es laidton sourire faux se lit sur tes levresje

vois bien que tu es mal a l'aisetu n'es pas sur de ta position mal assis sur ta chaise

Rough translation:

Please a reponse hushed up really I do not know on which tone I must say to you that not my style of garcon and however slim is you cabbages, but I knew that when you have me dock I was

not going to satisfy your desire to kiss me you are nice but what is ugly to you,

your wrong smile reads on your levres I see definitely that you are wrong have ease you are not on your position

badly sat on your chair have tower of role you attract every technology humour, autoderision, as it is cute to you do not persuade

Do i speak french?

no but i love the song!

Download it!

LOve it!

I Think ZOZO is sick

My dog Zoe is actin a fool...shes keeps shaking her head and playing with her ear..maybe an ear infection or water...i gave her a bath thursday so that might have gotten some in there...ugghhh i cant afford to take her to the vet right now i am soooo broke. Le Sigh

Crushin Major

So i have this friend(no its not one of those stories)..well anyways, He has been my friend for a long time..We never seem to be on the same page, Im well aware of the fact that we like eachother but whenever im single he's not and whenever he is single im not...for some reason it never ads up but here we are both single and no one is making the first m0ve..i invited him to a shindig im throwing for my mom next week and I of course got the typical we'll see from him which is fine and there is no pressure, but i really do want to see him. I of course am a crush hooch and he will not be the only intrest in attendance..my crush of 3 years is gonna be there...cant even describe how excited i am...the thing is he really is one of my very best friends and while i have conceded to the fact that we will never be anything more than that i still get giggly and shit around him. Le Sigh

Today's WI

Brilliant!
I went into today's Weigh In with the slightest hint of trepidation. I had a .4 gain two weeks in a row and i was perfectly on program...So i headed in for what i felt was probably going to be a minimal loss if anything...now dont get me wrong, if I had lost just what i gained i would be seriously stoked . well i stepped on that scale and to my utter estonishment i lost..dun dun dun..4.6 lbs bringing my 22 week total to 62.6 lbs lost!..